little8hopeful

I feel like I have to write in here. But I dont got much to say. I miss doing art. I've been so crazy busy studying lately, that I dont have much time to endulge in any extra projects at this point in time. I dont regret studying more because me brain is getting a workout, and Im finding more joy and I have less time to think about things (I think TOO much- its totally genetic). BUT how I enjoy the release from letting your load out onto something. BUT is it those outburts that really let you let go? I dont know. I am so uncertain (no surprise, coming from the QUEEN of indecisiveness).

I mentioned not posting anymore, so I haven't really changed my mind... But one more thing. I forgot to really thank those who did care to comment and watch my poop of an art page,hehe. Sorry for not always appreciating. For copping out. For being self-absorbed. And not helping *you* back.

Yo! So 1000 pageviews!!! Wow, finally. Like with most things, Banana(LOL) got there first. So weird. She usually does things first, before me. Ever sad for me. Well, what a good time to make a journal of reflections on my stay here on Deviant. I started with some encouragement from some old friends. I used this mainly for contact with friends, and to showcase to ppl who cared (or I hoped who cared) pieces of me. I'm always questioning whether ppl care or not! Putting that aside though, I also loved this for viewing art! Art from friends, to learn more about them and admire their skill too. Along the way I did find some other great pieces o